Love
What if everything I know is a lie?
What if none of it is real?
see, if what I feel for you isn't real,
Then why does it hurt to think of you?
You make me cry,
Yet smile in the end.
Why can't I feel truly mad at you when I want to?
Why can you hurt me so much?
Why can't I push you out of my life and move on when I need to?
Why do I still come running to you?
In my heart, you give me this pain,
A pain that made me stronger,
Made me want and need you more.
Why can't I explain what I mean?
Why can't I show you how I feel in my heart and in my soul.
What I feel for you happens to be called a "little" thing called
LOVE
He wanted to be friends again by firefightergurl, literature
Literature
He wanted to be friends again
I gave him my trust,
My trust he betrayed
To sedate his lust
And only in pain have I paid.
Now my wounds have healed,
The memories faded,
Scars are sealed,
Illusions remade.
And now that I am myself once again,
He comes back here,
wishing
to be
friends.
But with every breath that escapes his lips,
Every word he dares to speak,
Every sound he softly slips,
Every note he wish me to keep,
The scars start throbbing,
Memories mobbing,
Emotions sobbing;
Rise up and lobby
Remembered feelings of pain and hurt,
And I won't
Hold
This poison
Inside
Any longer...
you.
how could he?
how dare he?
God Damn him
why did he
bet
Current Residence: Boishizzle, Idahizzle deviantWEAR sizing preference: L Favourite genre of music: Indie Pop. Operating System: Windows 7 MP3 player of choice: The little pink iPod called MY LEFT NUT, previously known as Nin.
Favourite Writers
Terry Brooks and Larrel K. Hamilton are tied for always.
So here I am back again, hoo boy.
I uploaded something today because I thought it was pretty okay and I got a request. THAT'S A WEE BIT OVERWHELMING.
So yeah.
I wish I could change my name. ;n; I don't have the confidence to pay for premium though, hummm oh well.
Here is my list of things I need to do this week:
-Re-draw my Dev-ID
-Molecular Fusion
-Go to Post Office
-Draw a Picture of Mina
-Decide if I want to change my handle to something more grown up
-Figure out what I meant when I titled one of my blogs "inter-plate-ing" in 2007
-Cut my hair
-Decide that I don't actually want to cut my hair
-Bake a cake
-Come to the horror filled concision that I am mostly talking to myself when I write these
-More molecular fusion
HOO BOY BUSY WEEK.
I have been so worried. D:<
SO I've been out, causin a ruckus, boozin it up, and having the babies.
THE END
Oh um, wait I haven't been doing any of that. I don't really have any excuse for not putting up art. Oops. I'll, uh... get right on that.
I brought you a gift. I kinda... sat on it... it was a mug. >_> Actually... I threw it away. Sorry.
Tis teh old uber Gothyk from Borah High school class of 2006... and fellow classmate from your Japanese 1 class a few years back. Do you know who I is yet? O_o